If a tree falls in the forest and nobody is there to hear it,

Because I'm selfish.

2008-03-04T22:23:52Z

I don't know why I get so down when I've got everything I ever wanted.

My birthday is in 2 days.

mind_tripp @ 2008-01-08T14:41:00

2008-01-08T19:46:12Z

I haven't updated in ages. I'm not much of a LJ user anymore.
My first semester of college is over, and I totally kicked its ass.

Principles of Biology- B+
Western Civilization I- A
Research Essentials- A
Statistics I- A
Spanish I- A

I just discovered I have a 3.9 GPA and I'm on the deans list.

Still not satisfied...
Fuck Biology, I should have gotten an A.

But the truth is I really just don't/never did care!

2007-10-16T06:28:43Z

Lol, you must think I'm stupid.

mind_tripp @ 2007-10-09T14:50:00

2007-10-09T18:51:19Z

You know what mom? Fuck you. I hope one day there comes a time where something happens and you need me. Because when that time comes, I'll just turn away.

Karma is a bitch.
So am I.

You'll get what you deserve.

mind_tripp @ 2007-10-09T13:21:00

2007-10-09T17:22:16Z

All I do is cry. I'm falling back down...

mind_tripp @ 2007-09-15T00:37:00

2007-09-15T04:38:25Z

I'm just so disappointed with and by everyone.
Its almost unbearable...

mind_tripp @ 2007-09-10T14:02:00

2007-09-10T18:03:14Z

I passed my road test (finally)!

mind_tripp @ 2007-09-08T02:08:00

2007-09-08T06:09:08Z

I need all the luck I can get.
Pray for me on Sunday/Monday.

SIX MONTHS<3

2007-08-29T06:33:14Z

I'M GOING TO SEE GLASSJAW IN NEW JERSEY ON NOVEMBER FOURTH, BECAUSE I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER.

I am so so so excited, even though everything in my life is going terribly wrong right now.

mind_tripp @ 2007-08-25T14:10:00

2007-08-25T21:12:48Z

First real disappointment from you in six months.
You even made me cry...

Shame on you, or shame on me? I don't know who's more to blame, you for disappointing me, or me for caring enough to let you do so...

mind_tripp @ 2007-08-23T19:04:00

2007-08-23T23:05:26Z

For my own personal reference, day one= 7pm 23 Aug 2007.

My boy's got a heart of gold.

2007-08-21T20:09:59Z

Edward Britch, you are the most beautiful person ever.

mind_tripp @ 2007-08-21T13:35:00

2007-08-21T17:38:12Z

When (if it ever happens) I get my license, I'm falling off the face of the earth.
I need to re-arrange my life and who is in it.

I can't wait for my independence.

You're lucky I don't care.

2007-08-06T04:58:50Z

When you do things like this, it makes me feel like I am nothing.
So much for being completely in love...

PS. Starting tomorrow I am determined to lose weight. I've watched my once tiny and fit frame swell and grow into this ugly and disgusting monster. I can't stand looking at myself anymore. Time to take action.

mind_tripp @ 2007-08-01T03:10:00

2007-08-01T07:11:28Z

So caught up in this whirlpool called life.

Messin with your head again, a dose of your own medicine.

2007-07-21T17:49:08Z

I'm a horrible person, but whatever things happen. I wish I were sober enough last night to remember things today. Theres a lot of things I need to clear up with myself.

And fuck you, selfish bitch.

mind_tripp @ 2007-07-18T02:06:00

2007-07-18T06:10:22Z

Dear eyes, stop wondering. You're selfish!

But my God is she cute... and funny... and her eyes...

I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy I like my boyfriend and he makes me happy!!

No but in all honesty, I love Ed and he does make me happier than I've ever been with anyone else.
I just can't stop crushing!!

mind_tripp @ 2007-07-15T20:57:00

2007-07-16T01:00:09Z

Maybe it was easier when you were out of my life. That way I didn't have to think about you, wonder what you were doing, and why you hadn't called even though you had said you would. That way the stupid little nothings wouldn't hurt so much.

Get out of my head.
Get out of my heart.

You've already gotten me out of (both of) yours.

mind_tripp @ 2007-07-13T00:19:00

2007-07-13T04:20:50Z

I want to get back into old, bad BAD habits. I'm fighting my hardest not to because I know that I can't. I promised myself that I would get better. I thought I had but I know that I'm not cured. I dream about that cold sharp edge. I need it but I can't have it.

I'll get through this on my own.
Always on my own.

mind_tripp @ 2007-07-05T14:18:00

2007-07-05T18:31:04Z

My Grandmother had a stroke two nights ago. The entire left side of her body is permanently paralyzed. I find this out right when I arrive at the Independence Day party at my cousins with Ed, when I see my aunt in hysterics. I hate how no one can call me when these things happen and let me know. She's my grandmother. Ed took me to see her and it wasn't good at all. We had to wear gowns and gloves before entering the room because she had an infection once before. She looks horrible. When I saw her paralyzed arm lying there lifeless, I lost it and hard as I had tried to keep the tears in, they came out. Now, I'm more nervous than ever because my mom told me that this is exactly what happened to my Grandma may last April when she died. The stroke and half-body paralyzed scheme. I knew it had sounded familiar, but just thought that it happened last time Nononna was in the hospital and she recovered. No, its what killed my other Grandma.

I can't go through this again.
Please be strong Nono.

mind_tripp @ 2007-07-01T13:17:00

2007-07-01T17:21:31Z

For the first time in my life I'm finding that I'm not afraid to fall for someone. For the first time I don't have to be afraid that they don't feel the same, I finally have someone whom both loves me and expresses it. Its nice not to have to hold back. I'm not completely in love, I'm not stupid, but I am getting a taste of it and it feels great. Maybe one day I'll allow myself to let go and fall completely. I love having someone to care about and have those feelings reciprocated, even multiplied. He's unbelievably good to me, and good FOR me. I don't want to mess this up... I won't.

mind_tripp @ 2007-06-27T19:27:00

2007-06-27T23:28:28Z

Oh life. You make me laugh.

In a good way, usually.

mind_tripp @ 2007-06-03T00:25:00

2007-06-03T04:27:36Z

Silently screaming inside of my body; at my body, my mind, and my heart.

Don't make a sound.

mind_tripp @ 2007-05-28T13:16:00

2007-05-28T17:17:23Z

I want my bones back.

mind_tripp @ 2007-05-20T02:40:00

2007-05-20T06:43:21Z

Your promises mean as much now as they did then.
What was I even thinking?

On another note, I love my boo <3